Autistic Kitten

My lows might hurt, but they make my highs even higher.

Just something I’ve realized recently.

Knows all the answers. Refuses to raise hand.

I’m not mad at you but please go away.

Feels emotion. Rationalizes it.

I will never stop regretting not learning sign language.

Feels guilty. Avoids person forever.

Compliments are so awkward.

“How may I help you?” I don’t remember now.

The second you spoke to me everything I knew about life went away.

Emotions scare me.

Other people’s and my own.

“I have a crush on you” I…I don’t understand.

What are you telling me? Why are you telling me this? What does this mean? How do I…..