deathtasteslikechicken asked: Is it possible that you would take on a new moderator or something instead of ending the job?
Honestly, no.
I’ve thought a lot about it and asked around but it’s not possible. To be blunt, no one is willing or able to handle the amount of people and hate mail except me.
I guess it’s really getting to me.
But like I said, I’ll leave it open for archive purposes. I might do something else, too, just not this.
I’ve been realizing really quickly that I don’t feel good at this anymore. Maybe I feel like I don’t have the empathy or it, or I’m too stressed out.
I just feel like I can’t help anyone, like I’m not very good at advice and all and like everything I do is canned.
To be honest, I’m not asking for reassurance or sympathy or anything, because I know what’s going on and it doesn’t really make me sad anymore.
I just don’t feel very good at this anymore and I think maybe this is nearing its conclusion. I don’t intend to delete the blog, but I don’t think there will be many more posts.
All my life I’ve never grasped the concept of showing excitement. I’m literally the person who stands out in a crowd.
Concerts:
Everyone else: *Standing up and singing along*
Me: Oh…this is awesome. *Remains seated*
Sporting Events:
Everyone else: *cheering/booing/chanting*
Me: This is a lot more fun than I thou—wait did they just signal the cavalry? *Remains seated*
Fangirling:
Fangirls: OMG! LOOK AT THAT ACTOR/MUSICIAN! AAAAAAAHHHHH! I LOVE THEM SOOOOOO MUCH! IF ONLY THEY KNOW WHAT THEY DO TO ME AND MY GIRLHOOD!
Me: Um…y-yeah…t-they’re very attractive, yes. But more importantly, why are you screaming?
Submitted by: Anon
isomer asked: You've inspired me to contribute to the autism tag on Tumblr with positive things about my autistic child(ren) and why I as a parent to autistic child(ren) actually do not hate autism or want my kids to be "cured". Based on the feedback I've gotten thus far from my once-daily contributions, I'd like to thank you for that. Just saying. <3
<333 I’m so glad!
plant-enzymes asked: Also do you ever have a hard time not shushing people if you already get the gist of what their saying? like okay, enough, I get the point so no more speaky is needed.
Yes
satazipitpony asked: Does anyone else not like when someone is playing their music so loud that you can hear it through their earbuds from several feet away? Particularly if there's something else you want to focus on? I got that in one of my classes today and ended up picking a different place to sit. (The best one seemed to be next to the printer. Thankfully it was only used once while I was sitting there.)
Yes
i-ship-top-with-everyone asked: Is this something others experience too? When I find something, I sometimes smell it or rub it agaisnt my lips when I like the texture. My parents always gripe at me for putting things in/near my mouth. It just helps me study it better.
Yes
Could you make a little kitten meme for me? I’d really appreciate it.
Um alright so basically:
“Gets a song rec while listening to music”
“Suddenly extremely stressed out”
I dunno maybe it’s not an autism thing but I get really stressed and freaked out when this happens. Especially when there’s a lot of song recs at the same time. Like, I have a system of song listening please don’t mess it up.
Submitted by: oliveoilandsprinkles
tami-chama asked: First of all: Hi :D Second: I need help for a musical I'm writing, if they could be gentle enough to send me descriptions of what scares them the most and why, other disorders that people should gain consciousness of, and music. A lot of music. I will not publish anything that they send me if they don't want to :) Thank you for taking the time to read this. Greetings from a mexican kitten :D
tami-chama asked: AHH! I just noticed something. I said "mental disorder" but I meant stuff like schizophrenia, paranoid people, etc. Please, don't hate me!